Beberapa hari ini, berkat kakak @miund, gue jadi ketagihan maenan hestek #PecahDiUbud. Kenapa Pecah Di Ubud? Well, sejarahnya adalah ada beberapa orang berkumpul di Ubud, dan ‘pecah’ bareng in heartbreak.
Here’s some of my tweets with the hashtag. Daripada ilang, gue kumpulin jadi satu blogpost aja. Enjoy. *bagi-bagi tissue*
We hurt each other even in silent. We don’t need to say the words, our eyes were filled with pain already.
Maybe it was love. Maybe it was lust. And maybe what hurt the most was the high expectation.
The way we hurt each other just to show how we loved each other was tiring, wasn’t it?
Memories fade as time goes by or gone, just like that, with no trace. But we always remember how it hurt.
I wanted to say ‘please stay’ but the words froze in my brain, leave me wondering: what did we do wrong?
I’m falling endlessly. I’m falling hopelessly. You’re not there to catch me.
When you hugged me, it felt like I’ll always be alright. Now that you left, it feels like nothing will ever be okay.
I can never listen to Michael Buble anymore. His Home hurts too much since you’re not the home anymore.
I am never alone. Not when the thoughts of you always haunting me. I am never alone, but I am lonely.
Our love was like the burning cigarette. It didn’t last that long, and filled with poison. I’m addicted to it.
When I said I’m addicted to you, it means I’m addicted to love and the pain it brings.
Even the falling leaf reminds me of us. We are that leaf. Fragile and falling hopelessly, inevitable.
I tried to runaway. But every road and street i ran to, always bring me back to the thought of you.
I travel to forget us. But every city I go, I can only imagine sharing the view with you, while holding your hand.
Every street, every road, every coffee shops remind me of you. I hide inside my heart, and you’re there too.
You know what hurts the most? You’re happier with him than with me. It makes me think I’m not worth a penny.
I hurt you. You hurt me more. Then we said goodbye when all we wanted to say was ‘forgive me’. The ego has landed.
If only the ‘i love you’ is enough, we wouldn’t have to fear the night. Darkness is scary when you’re lonely.
My heart is not broken. It’s no longer there. You took it with you when you left. I am an empty shell.
You don’t need to hate me for what I’ve done. I’m doing it right now.
No, I’m not crying because I miss you so. I’m crying because i secretly hope the tears will wash away the pain.
If i run to the wall and hit my head really hard, will it stop the pain of missing you?
Can we turn back the time? I want to freeze the moment you’re smiling at me.
The only question ringing in my mind right now is: why do we hurt the one we care the most? No one has the answer.
John Mayer was right. All we ever do is say goodbye. One question remain unanswered: why?
I was there. You didn’t even care. At least I was there, and I saw your face. And that’s enough.
I don’t mind to be a loser as long as i can call you mine. Can i?
I don’t have the right to kiss you anymore, but you can’t make me not missing you so.
If only i can read your mind, maybe i could make you stay.
We talked about our future together. We did it often. Now you’re talking about the future with someone else.
Before you, love was only a word. And it was lame and cheesy. Now I’m lame and cheesy, and I don’t mind.
Before you, healing a broken heart was as easy as one two three.
We bleed each other dry. We made each other cry. We were two fools in love. How I hope we still are.
I was humming a song and I smiled. It was ‘Somebody That I Used To Know’ by Gotye. That somebody is you.
Why do people keep on saying ‘you’ll find someone better’ when all i want is you?
I watched the sun set the other day, and I remembered when you whispered softly to my ear, that you loved me
You remember how we used to fight when i throw my towel everywhere? I’m doing it again, hoping you’d yell at me.
Why didn’t you bring your love along when you left? Why did you have to leave it here and bleed me dry?
You used to say ‘you and me versus the world, okay?’ Guess what? Now i’m alone against the world.
Growing old together is a fancy idea. We were once dreamt of it. We were once living it.
They want the perfect happy ending. I just want us to be happy, without the ending.
I wish our love is like my finger nails. Whenever we cut them, they will always grow back.
I still have your number on my speed dial. And all I will ever do is staring at it. Just staring.
They said distance sinks the relationship. But we know ours sank because we’re not trying hard enough.
It’s never because the distance. It’s always our egos.
We hold on to things that are no longer there, because we’re not ready to let go. I guess I will never be ready to let you go.
The more i try to get you out of my head, the harder my heart wants you to stay.
Hey, do you remember the smile on my face when you tell your unfunny story? Yea, I miss that smile.
I went to a concert tonight, wanted to be happy for a while. And I remember how we used to sing together. Sad.
We said ‘i love you’ to each other in so many languages. It was fun. The fun’s gone when i replay the memory.
You must be thinking I’m a pathetic loser talking to a picture of you. Wait, you don’t even care, do you?
I’m looking at an empty frame. Suddenly it’s not empty anymore because i see our future if we’re still together.
If only moving on is as easy as singing a love song, your shadow will not haunt me anymore.
This silence is slowly creeping in. Frightening. And i don’t have you laying your head on my shoulder.
I saw you in my sleep. You were smiling right at me. Now I understand what ‘dreams are better than reality’ means.
When I close my eyes, I see us. When i fall asleep, I see you. When i open my eyes, i see pain.
How come I see you everywhere I go, yet you’re nowhere to be found?
The ghost of you won’t even disappear in daylight. What am I supposed to do to get rid of you?
Kereta pukul lima, aku menunggu dari pukul dua. Senyum mereda saat kamu turun bersama dia.
When i saw you holding hands with someone else, i feel nothing. It’s amazing how the emptiness hurt you, right?
You shouldn’t have seen me looking like crap like this. Damn it, you shouldn’t have seen me at all.
They told me time will heal the pain. They were wrong. We just get used to it. We cope with pain.
Ternyata cinta saja tidak cukup. Tak pernah cukup. Karena kita menyerah dan kalah.
People pretend to be okay when they’re not okay to hide the pain away. Sadly, eyes don’t lie. I’m pretending right now.
Kamu menggenapkan hati yang ganjil.
My heart breaks not because you want to leave. It breaks because I want to stay.
I don’t regret our goodbye. I regret our hello.